You're allowed to stay for a while.
I'm going to need your time and waste some time again,
I would have thought by now you would be so sick of trying
because I'm sick of hearing it, so sick of listening to it.
Everybody tells me something different,
something different every time.
I'll make up my own damn mind just let me sit here for a

when you give so much.you expect something back.fuck off.

had some pretty mental weekends really,carnt actually remeebr what went on most of the time but it is fun when little things pop back into your head of shit that did happen.
yes i am kerrie i am an alcholic........
hahahahaha

lost it

fuck off

3 O'Clock"

I know you asked for rain, but I brought you fire. I didn't think you'd mind. I know it's not the same, but I'm getting tired of listening to you whine. Why should I pretend, you see my friend, I heard what you said. The implications lie and the consensus says you wish I was dead. I don't care much to talk your talk or be in the way when you decide to walk, but something in you just ain't fucking right. Fist in hand, you got a plan. I see it's your way or no other way at all. Let me tell you, you just ruined my night. I don't care much to justify the way you deal with the problems in your life, if it's the only way that you can work things out. Eye to eye. What would they think? The rats are in laughter cause they think you're slick. Our consensus is that you're a dick. The fools you follow are role models to a head that's hollow. The pride you'd swallow if you'd let it go. Let it go. Let it go.


fucking love kid dynamite,

uni is shit im knackered,carnt be arsed have too much work to do...think im gonna head home.deal.sorted.

yeh so a proper update coming up,not sure if anyone reads this but what the hell....
so friday was dead looking forward to it,lifelong tragedy show and the lineup was pretty ace,The Plight ,Legacy,Setup...etc.. So yeah the atmosphere was pretty ace,got to catch up with people i dont see too often no more, felt like a couple of people were back where they belong which was ace. so yeah the night was ace,lifelong tragedy were mint even though sound.well vocals were pretty naff sound but still...
so after headed down to basement was a good night was fullest ive seen it for time,saw keighley lot for like 5 mins until i guess they got taken away by their girlfirneds ahah
so yeah pretty much got wasted as always and we all stumbled home and we aquired two of lifelong... members to look after,americans..its so weird you realise how different we are from them its so interesting just comparing different things they do and what we do.
so yeah got woken by Joe calling to return the boys,no doubt he wanted a picture with them...
so yeah got home and got picked up by Lee to go to hartlepool to what promised to be a good show....Break it up The plight LLT etc... but yeh got there was a fuckign bingo hall and half the bands had pulled out.great.
so it was full of scenesters and fucking pikeys,fights kicked off during almost every band,and it seemed forever waiitng till about 8.00 for the plight to come on,so i was helped by £1.60 a pint,which was ace. i gotta admit it was still nice just hanging out with everyone talking and arseing about.
so yeh cut along story short LLT didint even get to play cos it ran like 1 and half hours late so yeh great organisation band from AMERICA dont even get to play but shitty hartleppol scum do....
so i advise anyone NEVER GO TO HARTLEPOOL biggest pile of wank eveer.
and it made me think so many people i know complain about leeds,want to get out of here, and yes i know there is better places then here but at this moment in time i wouldnt wnat to be anyhwere else. ....

wouldn't dare to dream
of a life with no broken heart
depression seems like second nature
and don't think i'm not blaming you
i gave you everything i had
and it wasn't close enough
now all i have to give
are these words you're not gonna read

maybe theres nothing left to say.....

whoa things ahve been pretty mental for the past couple of weeks,but i gotta say last weekend what a fucking acheivement.had such a good time without spending hardly any money well aside from zoo bar on the friday-gutted never back there again.....well not for a while haha
but yeh positives:
having everyone out on friday night for a change
meeting a certain funny southerner
having a bbq in pretty cold weather at kays,and meeting a 4 year old boy from "compton"
using the rmeainder of my cash on my solo card buying cigs and booze in tesco
living it up in hudddersfield TWO NIGHTS IN A ROW
getting into ghost fest for free and seeing the legacy-and wondering how NF went down the pisser so much.

so yeh today i was bricking it,exam results and iv neevr been so nervous in my life but the dreaded moment came and i did fine i got a B and a D not great but its more than what i needed to get on my uni course.i was FIVE POINTS OFF AN A gutted. but still no worst case scenario's so its all good.so this weekend get paid tomorrow......PARTY HARD.

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chatting shit is the best-crank calling is the best,life at the moment is pretty sweet.
could it get betetr?

i pissing hate wetherby.